Trying

Today was the hardest day of the week so far. I was very tired this morning when I got up. For some reason I keep waking up during the night. This never happens normally, anyone who knows me, knows that I dont sleep a lot but normally I just cant get to sleep but once asleep I dont wake up until the morning. With waking up during the night as well as not getting to sleep in the 1st place, I am shattered.

I keep waking up and checking my phone (maybe in the hope), very sad!

It was definitly the hardest day so far to remain positive, but have tried my best. Keeping my fingers crossed that everything works out how I hope, sorry I'm being positive everything WILL work out how i want it to. Gonna have to make sure it does and not give in. No matter how hard things get!!!

I have to get up in the morning going for a walk with my parents, so suppose I should try to get some sleep.