Confused

At the beginning of the week, I was very happy and thought maybe things were finally working out for me in my personal life, but as the week has gone on I have become more and more confused. I know how I feel and I would do absolutely anything to achieve what I hope for.

I dont care about posessions, a job or just about anything else. All most of us strive for in life ultimately is to be loved and to love someone. Guess its sad for those who dont realise.

Money can bring short term happiness but finding the person you love will bring a life time of happiness. Yeah there can be a lot of arguement and difficult times but if you find the right person you are very lucky. The Beatles wrote "Can't buy me love" how true they are. Money isn't the be all and end all.

I set this blog up so I could write down what was going through my head and how I was feeling but I think I told too many people about it. I promised someone I wouldn't write about them after I said a little too much about how I felt about them. That was the whole point of this site.


I would much rather talk to them about what is going on in this head of mine, but I have such a scatter brain with so much running through it I wouldn't know where to start.

I can't talk to them at the moment because of their circumstances, I have no idea when those will change. They have made the 1st step just not sure when they will make the next.

I made a promise to myself when I was on holiday in Scotland that I would tell them how I feel. I have done that and I got a shock with their reply (good one I'm pleased to say) but since then we haven't been able to see each other to talk.

I have waited a year so I guess a few months? longer isnt gonna kill me, said I would do anything for them. I just hope in the end she feels the same about me as I do about her?

This post will probably come back to haunt me, but hell life is too short to waste!!!