Not been around much

I havent posted anything for a few days because i have been busy. Well not entirely true, i havent been on the computer all that much until tonight.

I think i have spent most of the last few nights listening to an audiobook "Dan Brown - Angels and Demons". Its been really good but i am a long way into it and i dozed off for 20 minutes tonight and have missed part of it and dont really want to try and figure out where i heard to.

A lot seams to of happened since i wrote properly in my blog. Just dont know where to start. I think i mentioned i had messed up by sending some flowers. That situation still hasnt really changed, guess its amazing how what i meant as a kind gesture (i thought) to show how much i care about them can backfire so much.

Dont think i mentioned i did do the tarot cards the night before i sent the flowers. Dont read them much these days. I still havent got around to interpreting them fully yet. But it did look like i was going to have some difficult times in the near future in the relationship i was hoping was starting. I didnt realise it was going to be as soon as the next day, lol.

I better go to sleep gotta get up tomorrow to pick jonathan up (my boss) on my way into work. I will hopefully write more stuff tomorrow night, think i have some stuff to sort out in my head ;-)