Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Oh dear, you were very soft :-(

After my previous posts about music, I just remembered a conversation I had a week ago about someone being made a CD by a boyfriend she had years ago. I didn't really say anything at the time but I did the same in June 2003 for a lass I had split up with.

Jesus all I can say is my head must of been totally fucked up (well it was) to put together this collection of songs to supposedly say how I felt. Yet looking back thank god I did split up, we did get back together a few times after this but it was never gonna work, thank god!!

Anyway below is the list of songs for one of the CDs I did, I made 2. (Said I backup and archive everything). It took me hours to choose these, lol. I had to add comments to redeem myself slightly!!!

  1. Bon Jovi - Always <--lying, yep she was
  2. Texas - Say What You Want <--coz I ain't listening
  3. David Gray - Please Forgive Me <--dunno what for
  4. Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me
  5. Cher - If I could Turn Back Time <--I wouldn't of drank so much
  6. Mariah Carey - Without You <--I'm much better off, I think
  7. Foo Fighters - Walking After You <--Luckily not very fast
  8. George Michael - Jesus To A Child <--dunno why this was on there
  9. Enrique Iglesias - Escape <-- I did luckily
  10. INXS - Never Tear Us Apart <-- It did
  11. Bryan Adams - Can't Stop This Thing We Started <-- It came to a grinding halt
  12. Blondie - One Way or Another
  13. Donna Lewis - I Love You, Always Forever <--what the hell
  14. Madonna - Nothing Really Matters
  15. Rod Stewart - I Don't Want To Talk About It <--Wasn't good at talking
  16. Meatloaf - I'd Lie For You (And That's The Truth) <--didn't need to, she did enough
  17. Simply Red - Stars <--My head must of been in them
  18. Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me <--err whatever
  19. Lenny Kravitz - It Ain't Over Til Its Over <--it was most definitly over
Lisa definitely messed my head up, she did tell me that she played the CD loads as she liked the music. This list of songs in definitely cringe worthy, lol. Don't think the 2nd CD is much better either.

The CD should of contained something like these:

Meredith Brooks - Bitch
Fleetwood Mac - Little Lies
Iron Maiden - No More Lies
3 Inches of Blood - Dominion of Deceit
John Lennon - Give Me Some Truth

As you tell she told a few lies, oh and she always said she was the biggest bitch I would ever meet, think that was a little harsh on herself...

I may post the 2nd CD tracks if anyone asks, so probably not then ;-)

Monday, November 28, 2005

Music warping my brain?

I've mentioned before how through out the day loads of songs pop into my head. Sometimes its because someone will say something that reminds me of a line from song or at other times things jump into my head for no apparent reason.

The last few days I've had the Challenge Anneka theme music in my head. God knows why the program was a crap and the music definitly was!

Besides for that I've had some of the regulars like Bon Jovi - Runaway, maybe my brain is trying to tell me something, lol. (yeah i'm nuts)

The last few weeks I keep thinking of TV themes. I've had MacGyver in my head which is understandable coz I watched the 1st episode last week. I forgot just how daft it was, he stopped a missile going off with a paper clip and sealed a leaking chemical container with chocolate.

Xtreme or even just different

Got another text from someone I hadn't spoke to for a few months (Tina). She asked if I'd been up to much. I replied I had jumped out of a plane, been snowboarding and was trying to buy a house. She replied had I made all that up.

I guess it does sound unlike me, considering I'd done nothing much in the last 2 years. Until the last couple of months.

I feel like doing something else a bit nuts or exciting. Only problem is it will need to be cheap, I've spent a fortune the last 2 months and need to haul the reigns back in a bit. I was supposed to be doing a hot air balloon ride but it hasn't been the right weather. That and I spent £429 on an Mac Mini instead, oops.

White water rafting sounds good its only about £45 I think. I was talking on Saturday night about shooting (lamping). I have permission from the local farmer who I've known all my life to go whenever I want. Its a bit rubbish around here though. I used to go shooting up Frosterley when my gran was alive and the hillside was full of rabbits, not like that round here.

I will have a bit think of what stuff I could do that's a bit different, yet not gonna cost me hundreds of pounds!!

I was reading Computing magazine last week and I saw an advert for Microsoft UK Challenge. It sounded excellent, it was a team building exercise. Where you spent 4 days and nights running, kayaking and cycling. You had to solve various puzzles and stuff as well. It was in Ayrshire next June. I couldn't find any price on the website. It all sounded excellent until I got the brochure through and saw it was £6,100 minimum. No way in hell my work would pay that, shame it looked good and as it said you would learn a hell of a lot about your colleagues.

I couldn't make this shit up!

I'm definitly switching U2 off after this one. This is perfect for an ex who I exchanged texts with tonight. Exchanged that sounds a bit formal. It's not that bad we are still mates, just never meet in person anymore, I think it brings too many feeling back for her to handle or something. I no longer have any emotion these days, so I'm immune ;-)

U2 - One

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...life

One

Still didn't switch them off, got Vertigo and Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me , Kill Me

Haven't Found What I'm Looking for, whatever the hell that is?

I didn't switch U2 off straight after typing the last post. The next song was Still haven't found what I'm looking for. Have any of us, what ever that may be?

U2 - Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

I have climbed highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you
I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt my healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well, yes I'm still running

You broke the bonds
And you loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

Women WTF!

Sat in the bathroom listening to U2 whilst running a bath. Its been a strange night already and its only 8. I've been texted by 3 women who I either used to fancy or went out with.

Where are all the normal single women, what's normal, do they exist?
I think I should give up, not sure they are worth the hassle, headaches or nightmares, lol!

Oh another thing, if a woman calls me, sweet or a star again I'm gonna go fucking nuts :-(

Bollocks, now Bono is singing "With or Without You" FUCK!!!

Ah, I feel better after that outburst, but fuck off Bono ;-)


U2 - With or Without You

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

In my case it'll be Without You most likely, lol...
Now I gotta laugh, now Even Better Than The Real Thing is playing:

U2 - Even Better Than The Real Thing

Give me one more chance
And you'll be satisfied
Give me two more chances
You won't be denied

Well my heart is where it's always been
My head is somewhere in between
Give me one more chance
Let me be your lover tonight

(Check it out)

You're the real thing
Yeah the real thing
You're the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Child...

Give me one last chance
And I'm gonna make you sing
Give me half a chance
To ride on the waves that you bring

You're honey child to a swarm of bees
Gonna blow right through you like a breeze
Give me one last dance
We'll slide down the surface of things

You're the real thing
Yeah the real thing
You're the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Child...

We're free to fly the crimson sky
The sun won't melt our wings tonight

Oh now...here she comes

Take me higher
Take me higher
You take me higher
You take me higher

You're the real thing
Yeah the real thing
You're the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Even better than the real thing

Right that's enough of the soppy shit, where's the thrash metal ;-)

Music

I hadnt listened to as much music the last few weeks as I normally do, until this week. Not really sure why?

I have listened to a few albums though. Some of them are below, remember I am in the middle of an Iron Maiden Marathon ;-)

Iron Maiden - Iron Maiden
Iron Maiden - Killers
Iron Maiden - The Number Of The Beast
Iron Maiden - Peice of Mind -
Iron Maiden - Powerslave
Iron Maiden - Somewhere In Time
Iron Maiden - Seventh Son of a Seventh Son
Keane - Hopes & Fears
Very Best of Uplifiting House Euphoria
Twisted Sister - Stay Hungry
Madonna - Confessions on a Dancefloor
The Killers - Hot Fuss
Gorillaz - Demon Days
Body Count - Body Count
Tokyo Dragons - Give Me The Fear

Can't be arsed to make links or add images for the albums, might add them tomorrow...

You can see most of what I'm listening to from my last.fm page, although it doesn't track what I play in my car :-(

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Rejected

My offer for the house I wanted was formally rejected (I got a letter yesterday). I'm not upping the offer, even if they do only want £1,000 more, supposedly. I'm used to rejection, lol!

I think I already mentioned I am viewing another house on Thursday, I've taken the day off work because the viewing is at 11:30. I can have a lie in for a change, I hope. I wanted a lie in today but I got a bloody text before 8 this morning (thanks Laura). I just managed to doze back off and I got a text from someone else at 9.

I ended up spending most of the day in bed but never actually went back to sleep. Watched the Newcastle match and few other shit things on TV. So I've had a very lazy day but boring :-(

Disgust at the deceit ;-)

I was looking at Jonathan's wedding photos on his flickr site, he assured me he wouldn't put any photos of me on there but to my disgust he lied. I did have a laugh at one of them, I have my hand in my pocket but it looks more like it's down my trousers or something.

It's a bad picture of me made worse by my hand (its in my pocket honest), Liz is next to me.

Liz and Mandy thinking about stealing the candles off the fire place

Kenny & Katy looking photogenic, I was gonna make a comment about the tissues but I will behave.

Xmas Night Part 2

I already posted last night to say I had a good night but thought I would expand on it.

I met up with Tony and Simon in Wetherspoons in Durham, we had a few drinks in there. We ended up having double vodkas and Red Bull just before we left. Then we went for a taxi and somehow we ended up mentioning Red Bull in the taxi. Then we had the taxi driver telling us how bad it is for you, that your body would be fine drinking 2 bottles of Vodka but having a few Red Bulls would do more damage. Then he went on to tell us he has a £300,000 house and so on. Pleased to get out of the Taxi at Ramside.

We got there just as they were starting to dish out the food, so good timing!

The food was actually quite nice which makes a change from most other Xmas meals I've been to. After the food, there was entertainment on. Some Abba tribute thing, they weren't too bad. I got up to dance with Mel H, there were 2 Mels out. Somehow I ended up dancing with the other Mels Tamberine and a couple of lasses on the dancefloor wanted me to bang the tamberine off the bums. Hell, I felt I had to oblige ;-)

I wasn't too drunk, I can still remember everything, lol.

Night out

I had a really good night tonight, i think most of us werent expecting much but we had a really good laugh. I ended up on the dancefloor with a tamberine, so god knows what that was all about.

Simon and Tony who i was out with was supposed to be getting a lift back with Mandy. They had cancelled their taxi coz she said she was driving. Yet when we got there she said she was getting a lift, so they were stuck without a lift. I offered them a lift home with my parents who i knew wouldnt mind, luckily!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Going for a Xmas night out!

I must of been very tired last night, can't remember what time I went to bed but I'm sure I was asleep by midnight for a change.

I am off out tonight for our Peterlee Offices Xmas Night out. It's at Ramside Hall on the outskirts of Durham. 3 of us are meeting in Durham 1st and having a drink there for a while before getting a taxi to Ramside. I feel shattered but once I hop in the shower and I'm out I'm sure it will be a good night. I'm up for a good laugh and it should be!

Friday, November 25, 2005

Remembering

I've been looking back at my blog archive and its weird reading how I was feeling over the last few months and seeing where I went wrong and how things have got better. It means more to me because as I read them I know exactly what I was feeling as I wrote them.

At times I questioned why I wrote the posts I did, people advised me to stop at certain time but I carried on. It seams worth it now that I have 10 months worth of my history to look back on :-)

Now I better backup this shit!!

Project

Continuing my Iron Maiden Marathon!!

Decided tonight I need some project at home to focus on to keep me busy and stop my mind from working over time. Trying to think what I can do, probably re do my website (not this one) from scratch. It will be a big challenge as it is already very complicated (too complicated).

Hopefully I will learn some new stuff and will be interesting enough. I did some testing the other week of integrating some data I had into Google Maps, which worked really well. I may integrate this blog into my other site, already looked into some of this.

All this will fall by the wayside if I ever actually manage to get a house. I will have a new problem of how I share files with my parents as they use a lot of my files. Already looked into wireless connections with antenneas which should do the job rather than over the internet which is too slow!

Work Update

It seams to of been a weird week at work. Some ways its been long and other ways its gone quick. I know that doesn't exactly make sense but since when have I made sense?

Tried to do all sorts this week but just got nowhere, every time I try to concentrate on something difficult someone will need my help. I might have to do some stuff at home this weekend or I'm never gonna be able to figure out some of the stuff I've been trying to do this week.

I keep trying to go to another room and get some peace but whenever I plan to do that. I find out people are off or on a course so I get left to answer the phones. Oh well it could be worse, just becomes frustrating when I really want to do some of the things I have to do. I don't often say that!!

The Descent


The Descent: I watched this movie tonight and really enjoyed it. It made a change from the typical Hollywood horror movies. A lot darker and I guess scarier.

A lot of people seam confused by the ending but I often think that is a good idea leaving it slightly open to interpretation. It seams fairly obvious to me what happened.

I would definitly recommend it. I've given it 8 out 10 on IMDB but tempted to change it to 9.

Update on house


I had my offer turned down for the house today but I told them it was my final offer. The estate agent will let them know, so see what they say. I am not upping it any more. To me they are just being greedy, they can take it or leave it.

I have an appointment to view the other house in the street next Thursday. The house is up for less and I think it will be more modern inside with less work necessary, it is also cheaper.

I am a bit p*ssed off with the 1st house as I wanted to live there but maybe wasn't meant to be.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Laura and buying a house!

Laura came over last night so I could help her put some music on her iPod. All she seams to like is cheesy or tragic music. so at least there is someone with worse taste than me.

I think she is coming back over on Sunday to sort some more stuff out on the computer. I was gonna post a picture of her but think I better ask 1st. We used to work together at the Red Cross, we were also in the same year at Wolsingham Comprehensive.

Otherwise all I have done, is try to buy a house. Its probably the biggest decision I have made and certainly costing me a fortune. I put an offer in on Tuesday but it was rejected, then made another for 74,000. I was then told that if I offered 76,000 I would probably get it. I didn't want to spend that much as it needs a new roof on the extension. Upped my offer to 75,000 yesterday but they are still trying to decide whether to accept. It's taking ages because 3 of them have to agree. I am not making another offer after this if they reject it, it's already £1,000 more than I wanted to pay. So they can take it or leave it.

I'm still waiting to see the other house along the street but the estate agent still hasn't got the keys from the bloke selling it. It puts you off buying it, if its taking him this long just to hand over keys how much hassle would it be trying to buy it from him. That house is up for £74,000 so could afford the asking price but it is 2 bedroom compared to 3 for the one I have offered on.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Oops...

I could of taken today off work but for some reason I decided to go. The highlight of the day was probably messing about with a radio controller flying saucer thing I bought yesterday when at Xscape. Well It kept me and Simon amused for about 2 minutes, it was worth the £20!

We ate the chocolates I had left from the car journey yesterday but I have to apologise to Simon. I threw a sweet at him and it hit him right between the eyes, oops. I couldn't see where I was throwing it for monitors but I did throw it hard. I guess I was lucky I didn't hit him in the eye (I never was a very good shot).

Otherwise the day was just a normal boring day of answering the phone all day but I still had some fun taking the piss, as always. Its always more fun when people don't realise you are winding them up. I've been thinking up some things I can make people do when they ring up with with the same daft question for the 50th time. I only take the piss if I know the person I'm talking to has a sense of humour (well most of the time).

Up The Irons!


I've decided to have an Iron Maiden Marathon. I'm gonna listen to every Iron Maiden studio album in release order. Yes I may be sad but they've done some good music if people just listened to it rather than slagging it off without even hearing it, they might actually like it.

Already listened to Iron Maiden, now half way through Killers. Below is the list:


If I'm not totally sick of them after 13 albums, I might then listen to some of their live albums. This is already bringing back some memories from when I was between 13 & 15 (yeah I know thats 14).

Snowboarding

Me doing freestyle before changing to the snowboard (yeah right!)

I went snowboarding yesterday with a mate, other than a discussion on the way down which I missed the turn-off because of, I had an excellent time. We completed parts 1 & 2 which show you the basics of balance, setting off backwards and forwards, basic turns etc. We need to go back and do 3 & 4 then we will be let loose on our own on the main slope. We had to make do with the nursery slope yesterday.

I think I did fairly well, could stay up fine by the end but I did have to throw myself to the floor a couple of times near the end to stop myself from taking out a line of skiers who were side stepping up the slope (that's my excuse). It would of been funny if I had caught them though. It would of been a domino effect with them falling over one after the other, I know I'm evil ;-)

I've got a few aches today but nothing too major, it will probably be tomorrow when I can't move!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

House

I went to view a house today, maybe i am destined to buy it. I dreamt about buying the house in the summer last year. the house wasnt for sale then but since then the man who owned it died and a couple of months ago his wife passed away in a home.

Although its awful i really liked Billy, it does sort of mean my dream could come true.

the house has an extension with a flat roof which has the kitchen and bathroom in and it needs a new roof. It will need a new bathroom and kitchen as well they havent been changed for 30 years.

Will see what happens, i will probably make an offer on monday. It will be a lot less than its up for. There is another house 8 doors along the street from it for sale that is 11,000 cheaper and is more modern still waiting to view that. who ever valued the house today is nuts!

Maps with images

I like messing about with maps for some reason and I stumbled on A9 maps, A9 is a search site provided by Amazon which can record your searches and search various sites like, IMDB, Yellow Pages, Wikipedia etc.

But I noticed tonight that they offer maps, which you may think so Google, Yahoo and MSN all offer them. Yep but A9 has BlockView images, what this means is if you choose a street you can view images of the street and see exactly what you would if you walked down the street. I had a look at San Francisco and it brought back some memories of when I was there.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Lonely

I have been careful what i have wrote on here in recent weeks because far too many people i work with are reading this, sad bastards. Why dont you all leave a comment for a change rather than being anonymous you can do it without leaving your name, if its so interesting?

One of my motos or rules for my life i guess was to be honest and another to live for today so i will write what im feeling at the moment!

I am still feeling happy but its tinged with a bit of sadness because i am feeling lonely. Especially this week, not really sure where i go wrong. I have loads of friends but that is all they ever seam to be. Im 26 and alone, sometimes it can be good to have some time to yourself but at other times we all crave that special someone.

i have made many mistakes in my life gone out with people who i may of loved but knew it wasnt ever gonna work. I have either been blessed or cursed with the ability to read people like a book, well not quite but i can 99% of the time tell what someone is like within a few seconds of meeting people. They say we form an opinion of people on 1st meeting them but i seam to take it one step further.

This can be a curse when chatting someone up when i very quickly realise that it would just never work and decide not to bother. I cant see the point in chatting someone up if i know i dont really like them. I didnt explain that properly but hopefully you get the idea. A few of my mates say its about the challenge and dont really care if they really like the person or not. thats just not me, ive never been a one night stand person. That probably contradicts my rule of living for today but then again i could say if i know they are not the right person why waste my time.

Every now and again someone does come along who you do care about and for some reason 2 of them from the past have been in touch with me this week. Well they were right at one time now i am happy being friends. For some reason i always go for attached people, unintentionally.

I normally wear my heart on my sleave but like that music video for i think it is roger sanchez - another chance, where the woman carries her heart around with her and it gets bigger when she falls for someone but it scares him off. Then her heart shrinks. Thats much like what happens to me i think. except each time it shrinks the next time you find someone it doesnt quite grow as big for fear of getting hurt again.

I think i have been a little too honest again on here. It probably is time i moved this to my own servers to track where people are reading this from. Seeing as people generally dont leave any comment.

Too anyone reading this from a work internet computer there is no point in clearing the history. big brother is always watching, lol :-)

Quiet...

I haven't posted anything for a few days, not really been on the computer much this week (for once). Not really sure what I have done though!

I'm going to view a house tomorrow at 2pm, gotta buy my mother a present for her birthday on Sunday as well. Then I think I'm dropping her off somewhere at 5:30. Well I feel bored, so might go to bed and watch TV or listen to some music.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Quick one

I think I will lay in bed and listen to the new Madonna album (Confessions on a dance floor). Hopefully it will be better than her last album.

I got in touch with the estate agent today about viewing the house i mentioned. She tried to contact the bloke selling it but couldn't, she left a message for him. So I am just waiting for them to come back to me.

Well I can't be bothered to sit here and type anymore!

The Ring Two


The Ring Two: I watched this tonight, I had heard it wasn't all that good. They were right it was crap nowhere near as good as the 1st one.

I watched the whole thing but was bored and kept checking how long was left, it was on too long anyway. Probably the worst film I've watched in the last few months. Not that I've watched loads recently.

I gave it a reluctant 5 out of 10 on IMDB.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Run & remembering the past

I eventually dragged myself out of bed about 10 o'clock this morning and decided I had to go for a run. I have become very unfit again, but I do seam to be starting to get some motivation again with already being happier.

I knew I couldn't run very far so I went for a very short run (err like so short its ridiculous).
The massive run I did was all of 1 mile (well just over, like by a few feet). Its half a mile down to the bottom of the line by the Farrers Arms, then I turned around and ran back. By the time I got back I felt like I was dying. I really have become unfit, if I can keep going out I know from the last time (I ran regularly, well for me) that I will soon get a lot better.

I haven't really done much else today, I drove up to Tunstall Reservoir for a short walk but it was heaving with people. I went up there for some peace, I could see I wasn't gonna get any. So I turned around and drove home again. It's one of my favourite places up there.

When driving back down the narrow road, I started to think back a few years and remembered some of the times I had driven up there. I can remember doing over 70 down that road in places in my 1st car (a Nova, boy racer). Most people drive down at less than 30, like me today. It seams a lifetime ago (it was 97/98).

I can also remember walking around the reservoir about the time I left the Red Cross and listening to a Ministry of Sound Album. Need to look up the Album but it had Warrior - Warrior on it, an excellent dance song. I can remember that day perfectly.

Thinking about it I can also remember walking around the reservoir with Laura, then driving home with a strange squeaking noise coming from the back wheels. I found out afterwards that my back axle was knackered (err we hadn't been doing anything, just friends before anyone thinks different). That must of been about 99 I think! That reminds me I have Laura's iPod and laptop to give back to her now I've sorted them.

Going back even further and linking music with the place, I can remember walking from Wolsingham to Tunstall and back with my Parents, Sister & Brother-in-law. I was listening to Kiss in Ibiza 96, the album that got me into dance music, that was nearly 10 years ago. Strange how 1 place can bring back so many memories.

I can also remember the 1st time I went up there in 94/95. I was doing GCSE Photography and we had all morning to take photos. So 3 of us walked the 2 1/2 miles to Tunstall, Me, John-Paul and Richard I think you called the other lad. We quickly took some pictures then went to John-Pauls house @ Tunstall and played on his Amiga 600 for an hour before going back to school.

Anyway I think that's enough reminiscing for one night :-)

Napoleon Dynamite


Napoleon Dynamite: I've just watched this movie and really don't know what to make of it. It isn't your normal Hollywood comedy. I'm really not sure what to rate this. I did relate to Napoleon in some ways which is maybe sad.

It certainly wasn't a rib hurting comedy, I didn't laugh very much but still some how I enjoyed it and not quite sure why. This certainly isn't a movie for the majority of people.

One of those movies where I think when I look back at it, lots of things will stick in my mind :-)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

XXX 2 - The Next Level


XXX 2 - The Next Level: Not a bad action film, not as good as the 1st one. Some parts were really daft like when he jumped the car onto the railroad tracks. But I didn't exactly put the movie on expecting it to be true to life. Sometimes all you want are some explosions, some nice women and some cars. Thats exactly what you get, an escape from reality for 90 minutes :-)

Live Each Day

I have realised over this year that rather than just dreaming and wishing for stuff. I have to make it happen. Been dreaming of coming into money since I was about 12. Well I think after 14 years of dreaming about it, it ain't gonna happen. Anything I want in life I have to get off my arse and achieve myself.

This is the best attitude to have, I've had more fun the last few weeks and been so much happier by actually making stuff happen. I hope some stuff starts going right for a couple of my close frends too as well!!

My moto no. 1: Live each day as it comes (Live for Today)
My moto no. 2: Live each day as if its your last
My moto no. 3: Stand by your true friends
My moto no. 4: Be totally honest with your loved ones

I'm sure I have lots more but these will do for now, serving me well at the moment. Someone asked me the other day if I have a terminal illness as I'm suddenly doing all sorts. Err not that I know of, I hope not I'm having to much fun to die yet!!

House

Another house along my street has just come up for sale. I had intended to put buying a house on hold until the new year and do some stuff off my list 1st.

I will give the Estate Agent a ring on Monday and will at least have a look at it.

The house is up for £74,000 not sure I can really afford that on my own, anyone wanna marry me and move in?

If I had to pay that I think I might have to get an interest only morgage for 2 years. Don't really like the idea of only paying the interest and not the actual mortgage. Anyway the house might be crap. The worst thing about the houses in my street is they look shit from the outside!

The picture and description below are taken from the Estate Agents website:


TWO BEDROOM MID TERRACED PROPERTY. Offering good sized accommodation, having the added benefits of GAS CENTRAL HEATING and UPVC DOUBLE GLAZING, which should prove economical to maintain. The accommodation comprises in brief detail of ENTRANCE PORCH, LOUNGE with feature fire surround, SEPARATE DINING ROOM and KITCHEN fitted with an ample range of oak units. To the first floor are TWO GOOD SIZED BEDROOMS along with BATHROOM fitted in coloured three piece suite. Externally the property is offered with GOOD SIZED GARDEN TO FRONT and OFF ROAD PARKING along with REAR YARD and pleasant views.

Work

I've spent a bit of time out of the office this week, which I'm always happy about :-)

I have been to our Darlington office a couple of times this week, after recent events at work I have had my ear to the ground even more than usual. I just hadn't realised how bitchy some people can be. I left the office quite angry with some of the things I heard. There are some nasty fuckers working there!!! (maybe they don't mean to be, but after my last 3 visits I have totally changed my opinion).

Besides for hearing some bitching at Darlington I have had a really good week again, it's not because the work is any better its just I am in such a good mood at the moment :-)

Thursday

I've skipped over most the week and jumped straight to Thursday but did have a good time at the beginning of the week.

Some of the people at work had contacted me and Katy to see if we wanted to go to Chester-le-Street on Thursday night to see a Status Quo Tribute band. I think Ken sang down the phone to Katy. She persuaded me to go somehow, don't think I take much persuading to go out.

I ended up driving, otherwise I couldn't of really go there. We ended up meeting up with the others in some bar. We walked in and there was no one there and it was totally silent. I thought where the hell are we?

Eventually after about an hour we went over the road to the Chicago Rock, it was a lot better in there. I got some drinks in for me and Katy and was asked to fill in some form for later on where I could win some money or something.

The worst thing about the night was that I was the only person who wasn't drinking, I can sometimes get pissed off when its like this. Luckily it wasn't too bad I still had a good night. The band didn't come on until 10:30, they started playing a song and I was thinking I can't remember Status Quo singing this. It turned out that the Status Quo tribute band wasn't on. That was probably a good thing, the band who was on did all sorts of songs.

I had a good laugh at Norman dancing away at the front with his "dad" dancing, but he was having a good time. I decided I wasn't gonna dance, not when sober after seeing Norman. A couple of the others ended up dancing as well.

It ended up costing me quite a bit, some how I ended up in the round with the others. I was trying not to with only drinking Pepsi and they were on pints. Think it cost me nearly £19 for a round, expensive bloody coke. I'm never tight but I was a bit pissed off when 4 of them left the drinks.

It ended up a good night but would of been better if I hadn't been driving!

Last Weekend

As I said before I did a post last Sunday night with what I had been up to over the weekend but it never appeared.

On the Friday I went to Sedgefield (Durham Night on Tour) I tried not to drink too much because I had to get up to go to Glasgow in the morning and really didn't want to be hungover on the bus. A few of the regulars were there, although quite a few couldn't make it. I got there and there was only me and Jim were there. It was also Jims leaving night.

Eventually a few more turned up and Katy, Simon & Mandy arrived. Who I normally talk to on nights out, well I guess I talk to everyone ;-)

Not gonna say too much but I spent most of the night people watching, strange what you pick up on when not drunk. I succeded in not being drunk!!

On the Saturday me, Jay and his dad (Alan) were going to watch Nigel Wright box in Glasgow. We went on the bus with the rest of the Barmy Army about 40 odd I think. It was a good laugh on the way there as some of them are nuts, everyone was passing mobile videos about the bus using bluetooth. People kept sending me them hadn't a clue who from, probably coz my phone name is 'Horny'.

Once we got there it was crap, there was only one bar and it was more of a restaurant than a bar. After 1 pint we decided we'd had enough and about 8 of us went for a taxi to take us to some pubs. The Taxi drivers took us to the Wheatsheaf in Renfrew, we spent an hour or so in there before deciding to find another bar. We wandered along some street and tried a working mans club but it was choca and could hardly get through the door. When we came back out we asked a couple of lasses where to go. They pointed us in the right direction.

We ended up in the Black Bull, when we went through the door it was quite busy and I think half of the people in the bar must of been fishing as they had their gear with them. We got talking to some locals at the bar and had a good laugh with them. One of the reasons we had ended up in there was because it said Karaoke, most of the lads I was with were either in a band or love singing (except me, fog horn comes to mind). The Karaoke didn't start until about 8 and we needed to be back at the arena for 7:30. After a couple of pints we headed back.

We got there about 7:15 and saw the end of some other fight, nothing special. Our seats were quite a long way away but high up so you could see everything. Once the fight time got nearer, Jay and Alan went down to the front right by the ring, as it was empty this early in the night. They waved at me to come down, so I followed them. I think about another 20 lads must of followed me down. As the fight was about to get under way some bloke asked me and Alan if we had tickets, we just said "yes" and ignored them (well we did, but not for front row seats).

There was a load of Scottish lads too our left shouting for the lad Nigel was fighting, so we took up the challenge and out sung them but we were so busy singing the fight started and most of us were looking at the the lads we were shouting at. I just turned my head and saw Nigel knock the other lad down, 2 minutes into the fight. That was it, the fight was over. I think I was one of the few of us to actually see it, everyone else was too busy shouting.

We went back to out seats and the same 8 of us who had gone to the pubs earlier decided to go back again rather than watch some of the other fights. We went back to the Black Bull and met up with the same lads who we saw earlier, I can only remember one of their names "PK".

The Karoake had started, so we moved to the other side of the bar. I think we sort of took the place over, I got talking to a couple next to me, they were a good laugh. I told them it should be a good night, I wasn't wrong. Jay got up and sang a couple of songs, as always he sang "Don't let the sun go down on me" you need to hear this, he is excellent. Most of the others got up and not one of them was bad. Edgey gave a strip show, which put a smile on some of the lasses faces.

We all ended up dancing, Edgey's girlfriend kept trying to get me up. I ended up getting some woman next to me up to dance instead. She was in her late 40's at a guess but seamed to put a smile on her face. One of her mates was laughing at her but I tried to get her up to dance as well but she was too boring :-(

Before we knew it the night was passing away, we had intended to go back to the arena for 10 to watch Amir Khan and Scott Harrison but we were having such a good time we didn't bother. We finally left the pub at midnight but we couldn't get a taxi. About 6 lasses had followed us out of the pub so we were stood talking to them while we tried to get a ride. In the end we deided to walk, somehow we managed to get their at about 12:30 the time the bus was going. It was probably about a 2 mile walk, although we took a shortcut through the shoppping centre.

It was an excellent night, I think I will start cutting this post short. I got back home just after 4:30am. I went more or less straight to sleep but was back up by 9. I ended up going over a friends.

It was one of the best weekends I'd had in a long time, we were invited back to Glasgow next month by the lads in the pub for PKs birthday.

Friday, November 11, 2005

No posts

It's suprising how many people have mentioned that they'd noticed I hadn't posted anything for over a week. There's a couple of reasons, last weekend I was very busy and I did post something on Sunday from my phone but my email messed up and it never appeared. It was a fairly long post and couldn't be arsed to rewrite it all at the time. It just mentioned the boxing and Sedgefield. I will try to rewrite as much as I can later tonight but wont be the same with it being a week ago.

The other reason is I've just been very busy. I will try to do a few posts later tonight, not sure if this is a good idea as I'm now having to be very careful what I write incase any friends read something the wrong way and get upset!

In case I don't get chance to write anything later, I will just say as my last post on here mentions I am still very happy. Probably the happiest I have been all year :-)

I'm still not sure why anyone reads this other than me, its boring as fuck!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Still happy

I am laid in bed listening to my ipod, megadeth - 99 ways to die is playing, an excellent song brings back some memories of the years listening to iron maiden might stick them on next.

I havent wrote anything on here for a few days just never got around to it.

I am still really happy at the moment must be after sorting some problems out at work. I havent done anything on my list of stuff to do for a while but i might be about to do something else i have always wanted to be able to do. It wasnt on my list and will probably get the piss taken out of me as well but i dont care. Wont say anymore about it until i have sorted it out!!

this weekend is going to be a bit hectic, friday i am going to sedgefield with people from work. I cant drink too much because i have to get up on saturday to go to Glasgow. Me, my best mate Jay and his dad are going to watch the boxing. Nigel Wright who i went to junior school with is defending his title, Amir Khan is on the same bill. Should be an excellent night we will be there with the rest of the barmy army :-)

well i should try to go to sleep so i can get up and go for a run!

Listening to Iron Maiden now :-)