Random thoughts i guess

I must be on a mission to beat my most posts in a day, this is my 8th so far.

I'm sat in bed in the dark with only the light from my laptop and the visualisation my Xbox is displaying on my TV. The Beastie Boys - Intergalactic has just started playing on the Last.FM radio station I'm listening to on the Xbox.

There's not much chance of me going to sleep because I didn't get out of bed until nearly 11 (I think it was). I know if I lie down my mind will start working overtime as usual. Maybe I should and then write what I'm thinking of, sure it will be more interesting than this post is at the moment.

I mentioned last weekend that I had drove one of Kelly's friends home who she was trying to set me up with. I was fairly blunt with her that I wasn't interested in going out with her. I felt really guilty afterwards as I'm not normally like that. I ended up texting and apologising earlier in the week. She was a bit pissed off at first, which is understandable. But she then text me the following day apologising for being so harsh and we have agreed to be friends. I need as many people to help me with my house as possible, only kidding just didn't like being a twat.

That brings back memories, being called a Twat, sorry for the language. When I first started talking to Lisa she had me stored in her phone as Twat. Not exactly sure why, think it may of been because I knocked her back a few times at first and said I wasn't interested. I should of stuck to my guns. Would of saved a lot of heartache and hassle. Talking of Lisa I heard a few weeks ago she is getting married. Good for her, hope she is actually happy for a change. She used to be very negative and depressive at times (well most of the time). Anyway would wish her all the best but have managed to avoid her since the middle of last year!

With the peace I will hopefully have the beginning of the week I should plan some stuff for the rest of the year. Would be a good idea to work out a training program to prepare me for the Great North Run and set some targets.

This post is turning into random thoughts which is how I think all the time, jumping from one subject then another.

I'm gonna try not be negative myself this year, at times its hard when things are going wrong around you. Yet what have I really got to complain about, my life is good. There are million of people out there a hell of a lot worse off than me. Will try to think about that the next time I'm complaining. That'll be tomorrow most likely!!

Well I think I've wrote about enough random shit for one post, roll on the next...