Too tired

I once again fell asleep after tea, I was watching the Top 100 Anthems on VH2 then next thing I knew it was 30 minutes later. Once I go to sleep then I can't get to sleep later on which is why I now feel wide awake.

I was hoping to work on a new DVD section for my new website tonight but didn't feel like writing loads of PHP script after I woke up. I did look at a booklist somebody else had done to work out how to integrate something similar into my site. I am going to start totally from scratch and hopefully figure it out. Just I need to get a night when I get no interruptions and don't feel tired.

Lisa texted me again tonight, told her I was hoping gonna have an early night for a change. So she went in the huff saying "she got the message" whatever. She obviously didn't get the message coz she keeps saying why don't I go down the pub and see her or come up for a coffee. Told her I wasn't interested in anything more than friends but she is still trying.

After this I got a text from Kelly asking how I was. She then ended up pissed off at me too (although said she wasn't). She was complaining coz I saw Lisa to fix her daughters computer the other day. Not sure how she can say anything, I told her the situation that I wasn't interested in Lisa. Me and Kelly split up weeks ago anyway, because I wasn't happy with the situation. She is living with someone, I didn't want to carry on seeing her while she was with someone. I gave her over 3 months and there was no change in the situation. Then she has a go at me for fixing an exs computer.

I may not of said anything but I was fairly pissed off with her, don't think she was in a situation to criticize. What makes it worse is I do really care about Kelly and if she was single would like to go out with her and know she would like to get back together too, but I can't with the current situation.

Maybe I should just stay single and ignore everyone, if I keep getting hassle off everyone I might just ignore them for a while. Simon from work left a comment about one of my other posts and said sometime you just need to tell people to f*ck off. Maybe he is right coz I'm fed up with people twisting at me for nothing. Wouldn't mind if I had done something wrong. Trying to stay friends with everyone is like walking through a mine field and bombs keep going off next to me!