Im laid in bed listening to T-rex and relaxing or trying to but i seam to be back to normal and my mind is working over time thinking up ideas and stuff i should be doing. I have always been like that but the few weeks before i was off work i was so drained that all i wanted to do was sleep but couldnt.

During this time i found myself just staring into space and thinking about nothing really, i was just totally fed up. There wasnt any one thing that caused it just lots of things both personal and work related. Havent really sorted any of them but realised that there are a lot more fun and challenging things i could be doing at least in my spare time. The parachute jump was part of that.

I guess i hoped jumping out of the plane would let me put some things behind me not really sure i did that but did make me remember just how fun life can be. havent had much fun recently until now.

what has been a bit worrying is that a few people have mentioned when ive been on the phone at work that i sound really miserable yet i didnt think i was. Hoping im not slipping into being a miserable bastard again after less than a week back at work.

Get it on has just started playing on the ipod. Now im smiling :-)

Today was a fairly good day at work this morning i was busy merging files and importing them into mysql which is a database used by thousands of websites to store their data. I also wrote some simple php code which is used to create more complex webpages.

This afternoon i went to our darlington office and fixed some problems. I was hoping to get away early because i hadnt had a lunch break but i ended up getting stuck longer than i had hoped.

thinking about it i must of been a bit pissed off this afternoon as i seamed to have a very heavy right foot when driving home. usually this happens when im a bit angry or frustrated. This was probably to do with a mirror i was trying to give to Kelly (dont ask) this was why i was late leaving. In the end i got sick and just dumped it in reception and went.

I wonder what i would be like on a track, probably not very good but think i would drive with no fear but probably not very neat.

Talking about driving around a track that reminds me that Julie and her dad are coming over tomorrow night. I used to work with Julie years ago and her parents once bought her a track day at Croft circuit for her birthday.

Will be good to catch up havent seen her for about a year. My dad is installing some RAM in her dads computer i think.

Well i think i have rambled on about nothing for long enough and some of T-rexs songs are now boring me. So i will shut up, for 5 minutes anyway :-)