Update

I haven't posted much again over the last week, not really sure why I've not been that busy. I just seam to of been very lazy all week. It's been tiring at work with 3 or 4 staff off every day on Holiday. By the time I get home I can't be arsed to do anything, I'm bad enough anyway but even worse over the last week.

My exercising has been none existant this week, was gonna go out last night running and didn't and again this morning I went back to bed as I felt shattered and haven't left the house all day.

I was supposed to be going to Blackpool today but I sent a text the other day to see what time we were going and I got a reply it was cancelled. Not sure when Wayne was planning on telling me if I hadn't asked him. To be honest I was hoping it would be cancelled, was gonna cost a fortune as always for one night and I didn't know who else was going. I am now going to Jonathan (my line managers) wedding reception tomorrow night. I wasn't sure whether to go after I already said once I was going then had to pull out coz of Blackpool. So felt bad about saying I could go again. I was very tempted to say nothing but it would of looked bad if someone had mentioned I didn't go to Blackpool, would of looked like I didn't want to go but I just felt bad for already saying I wasn't going. Anyway its sorted now and I don't have to drive there either so I can have a drink :-)

I have had a few people asking me to fix their computers this week but as I said above I have felt knackered all week so haven't done them yet.

Feels like I am in a bit of a vicious circle at the moment, tired from work and can't be bothered to go out and exercise but if I actually got of my arse and did some exercise I might feel a bit more alert. I just lack motivation.