:-(

Laid in bed still listening to music. I cant sleep my mind is working over time thinking about how i seam to be alone again.

i never have any luck when it comes to women, know how i feel about the person i keep not mentioning by name. I love her but looks like she doesnt feel the same, especially after some of the things ive been told over the last week.

Guess i am upset but i feel more angry at the moment but i think that is how i deal with being upset. I am not someone who cries, i used to just get angry but have managed to stop being like that. Makes me sound nuts but im not that bad ;-)

women dont know why i bother for once i wish someone would be completely honest and say exactly how they feel.