Today has again been a long day. I spoke to kelly j. a couple of times and found a few things out. if there is one thing i really hate its people being 2 faced, especially when its someone you care about.

I found out that i was supposedly hassling someone with texts and emails all the time and they just wanted me to stop. If that was the case why not just tell me that. I wasnt sending many and whenever i did stop they always contacted me. Last week i said i would give them some space. Yet then emailed me several times and texted me. I wasnt complaining as i want her to contact me.

Just dont like the fact that she is telling her friends i am hassling her yet she contacts me as well.

I shouldnt get too angry as this information is about 3rd hand so not sure how accurate it is. But i also heard that there had been a falling out over something similar last week. Telling people different stories.

i will take it all with a pinch of salt but some of it rings a little too true :-(

the hardest part is the person all this is about is on holiday this week and think is is with the person she told me she didnt love anymore.

I did say i wouldnt write anything else about her but have to write this down.

I will never understand the slightest thing about women. It is supposedly men who cant say how they feel and be honest. Not in my experience :-(