Thoughts

I bought some Hay Fever tablets at dinner time. My eyes have been really soar and itchy & nose running the last week or so. I started thinking maybe i was getting it a year ago but just put up with it. Will see what happens over the next week.

Just don't feel motivated to do anything at the moment. I seam to be treading water at work getting nowhere fast. I'm much the same at home, get home and can't be bothered to do anything.

A week off work will hopefully do me some good, just don't really know what to do. Before I take time off I need to of planned what I'm going to do or I'm wasting my holidays. Starting to think maybe I should just go fishing & shooting. Its nice and peaceful and plenty of time to think
without anyone bothering me.

My brain still seams active though. Sat here thinking for all of human advances ultimately are we any happier than we were when we lived in caves. We used to just go out to hunt when we needed food and tried to stay alive and that was more or less it. In the modern world we seam to have more and more pressure and responsibility placed on us. For all our advances in technology and civilisation are people really any happier?

Most people are stuck in a job they don't like and only go to work to pay the bills (mine isn't bad) but would rather not go to work. Why work if you can get your own food and shelter for all our advances we just complicate things and have lots of possessions that we could do without (just nice to have them). Think a lot of people would say I couldn't do without a computer ;-)