Update

Havent posted any updates for a couple of days, been really busy at home and work. Laid in bed again posting this from my phone while listening to music (currently "galleon - so i begin").

Ive had tons of things piling up at home that i wanted to get done on the computer and with trying to take a break from everything recently its all mounting up. Most of it is just stuff i want to do or learn. Dont want this year to be a waste, would like to look back at the end of the year and see what i have achieved.

The reason i have been thinking about getting some stuff done this year is 5 years ago I went for an interview for a job over at Barnard Castle and part of the test/interview was doing a 1, 2 and 5 year plan. I turned down the second interview as i respected the bloke who owned the company but didnt want to waste his money putting me through training when i wasnt sure thats what i wanted to do (Regretted it ever since though). But the point of this is that from the plan I have not achieved anything i wrote down. I dont want the next 5 years to be wasted as well. Sorry i lied i did one thing i went to America :-)

I started to write out a new plan but havent finished yet not sure whether to post it or to keep it private. Might be more likely to achieve some of it if i posted it online and regularly checked how i was getting on.

Bugger my fingers have got pins and needles :-(

Just listened to "The Kinks - tired of waiting for you" think thats been an appropriate song the last couple of years. Most songs have some relevance to your life if you listen hard enough. Then again not sure that "Dr Dre - Big Ego's" does that I'm now listening to.

My fingers are still bloody dropping off but will carry on.

This week has been a lot better at work, probably coz i have been doing so many different things and jobs that i think of as proper IT. Monday was hectic and stressful but looking back it was fairly good, learnt some new stuff just hard to see that when you are rushing to fix something and trying to work out stuff other people late done.

People keep asking how i am but not sure i would really say if i wasnt but would write it on here. Easier to write it than put stuff into words when someone asks you. I AM FINE.

Tomorrow will probably be hectic, gotta help move any stuff left in the server although think most has been moved and got quite a few things i would like to get on with, so that probably means something will break usually does ;-)

out tomorrow night in durham with loads of people from work, should be another good night usually is. See what gossip or scandel there is just hope it doesnt involve me!!

Techie paragraph:
ive been installing Linux on a test computer. I looked at several different distros of Linux but decided to go with Gentoo after some recommendations. Its taking some installing as keep getting side tracked but its just about installe and setup just gotta setup lilo to let me dual boot with windows XP. Then hopefully i can starting learning more on Linux. Ive also seam to of re-learned some PHP and then some the last couple of weeks and have managed to alter quite a bit of the code on my website.
End of Techie paragraph!

Should be seeing Kelly on Saturday afternoon again, getting a bit fed up of never seeing her. I never have easy relationships, then again dont know if such a thing exists or maybe its because the people i go out with are either in a relationship already or have kids or both!
Really looking forward to seeing her though :-)

From this post you can see why i can never sleep so much junk flying about my head, always something to be doing. Shame we need sleep...