Thursday, March 24, 2005

Understanding

Its been a strange couple of nights the last 2. I have been contacted by 2 ex's and have spoke a lot to Angelika who I am getting on well with.

Me and Lisa texted each other and explained to each other what went wrong and what we were feeling when we originally split up nearly 2 years ago. This is what we should of done at the time but neither of us were any good at saying how we felt. Think we now both understand what went wrong, after talking to me she split up with the person she was seeing. The person who was involved in our break up. There is no chance I will ever go back out with her but would like us to be good friends.

Kelly contacted me on AIM tonight as well and we both explained what went wrong and how we were feeling. We both understand each others feelings and reasons for things now. We both still have very strong feelings for each other (Love? thought so but who knows). It was a very complicated situation and think we were both a little too scared of things going wrong, especially with her having a son. We both thought we had met the one!

I've been speaking to Angelika (my stalker, lol) loads recently and have become very close. I like Angelika loads originally started out trying to find her a man. She is thinking of coming over with a friend and meeting up. Neither of us are really sure if this is a good idea but what the hell you don't know until it happens.

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