Strange day

A strange day yesterday, didn't get out of bed until late with not getting in until well after 2.

It was an ex girlfriends birthday (Lisa), I decided after some thought that I would send her a text wishing her happy birthday. I didn't expect her to still have the same phone number, but 5 seconds after sending the text I got one back asking who I was. Thought about not replying but did. Think it was maybe a bad idea as she kept texting me after that. Asking if I'd found the woman of my dreams yet and stuff like that. Ended up telling me she was still with the bloke we split up over but wished she had seen him for what he is and all this sort of thing. I said it was like De Ja Vu, this is what she said a year ago but at that time I was stupid enough to go back out with her. Not this time, supposed to be meeting up for a drink next week but that's all it will be as friends.

Spoke to Angelika quite a bit yesterday who had some hassle with her best mate, breaking her trust and reading personal letters. Weird how we can talk to each other even though she is from a different country and we have never met, maybe that's why as you can't see them in person and are safely several hundred miles away, hard to hurt you?

I ended up seeing Kelly for about half an hour last night as well after she finished work, first time I've seen her in over 2 weeks. She asked me if I wanted to continue how we are, I sort of avoided the question as wasn't sure how to answer it. No I don't want to go on in exactly the same situation, not being the other man. She said she had put off sorting the situation as we need to get to know each other more 1st. I agreed but how do you get to know someone when you don't see them for over 2 weeks. I never told her this but maybe I should of but know she already knows how I feel.

Sometime don't know why I bother with all the hassle I have with women, for some reason another ex has been on my mind this week. Probably coz I've spoke to her a few times in the last week. Think maybe I still care about her a little too much..