Until today I hadn't posted anything for 2 weeks. I don't appear to of been in the house much at all recently and when I have' I've either been watching football (world cup) or sleeping.
At lot has happened recently, I mentioned about Bon Jovi earlier today and have been for a couple of walks. My personal life has been quite good other than I am still single and can't see that changing anytime soon. Sometimes no matter what you do or say you manage to fuck things up, maybe thats just me. All I want is to find a woman who wants me for me. Thats probably why I'm single then, who the hell would want me. The only woman I ever go out with are attached, nuts or are using me.
Work just keeps getting worse. Simon is leaving the end of next week. I was out for a meal last night in Crook with the rest of our unit for Simon leaving. I had a good night. But with Simon leaving it means our unit will be restructured and most likely merge with Teesside. Big case of De Ja Vu from working at the Red Cross where exactly the same happened. That basically means no one knows where they are at with their jobs or what their job is gonna be, presuming we have one and don't have to apply for our own jobs (wouldn't suprise me).
I should really leave, but I just don't know what I want to do anymore. I am fed up with being stuck behind a desk all day doing the same thing day in day out. Things the people seam to think are interesting are just frustrating.
I didn't mean this to be negative but whenever i mention work it is hard to be anything but. With having gone through the exact same thing before, I know how that turned out. I was postive the last time this happened to me but can't be this time.
Anyway enough of work, I am off the next week and will be going to Scotland on Wednesday so I can walk Ben Nevis on the Thursday. I may go to Skye on Friday haven't really decided yet.
It is also my Birthday on Tuesday (27). Thats part of the reason I am going away. I need to do some thinking about my future...
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2 comments:
Hi Steven. I was reading your blog and i ve to say i would want you for the way you are. Now i am in a relationship and i live quite far well not in UK i think this is kind of far in some peoples eyes. Well you will find the right person maybe not today or tomorrow but i promisse you will. And i hope this person realy deserves you. You are great and i guess not often you hear this but you are. The way YOU ARE. Never change. I hope you find someone like i found best wishes to you on the way all the luck i wish you, too. Just take care and i hope wants we meant real in life. xxx Ang
ffs..moaning again horner!! and this is from you who says all i ever do i moan lol. Work..start looking for something else. Women...you have commitment issues so an attached woman is heaven for you lol...and as for them using you...thats your fault..cos you know it is happening but you just let it continue!! As for wanting you for you...until you realise yourself you are a nicish (lol) person...why should anyone else?? If only i was 20 years younger...although i was fit as fuck then and had my pick...so you would have to get in line lol. get your arse out of the doldrums, pick yaself up and move on...new house..new life...make use of it!!
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