its now my birthday

its now birthday, about 30 minutes into the day. i dont want this to
be another day, i need to start to make some important decisions.

most of the decisions i will most likely make when in Scotland dying
on the slopes of Ben Nevis from exhaustion. i am going with my dad now
so may not have as much time to think to myself but we will see.

i am already planning the next expedition, possibly for this sunday
but think i may be too tired from Ben Nevis to do it. Will see how i
feel and when England is playing next!

i have got some fairly big decisions to make about my job and personal
life. last year i went to Scotland on my own and did make some
decisions. decided to buy a house and to get off my arse more and do
the stuff i want to do. So i started then, but a lot more to decide
this year and more difficult decisions. Mainly because i no longer
know if i want to work with computers, which is always what I wanted to do in
the past.

anyway think thats enough for now will leave the thinking until day
time. thats if im not catching too many fish in north yorkshire!