Weekend to forget!

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!! (sorry for the language)

I just wrote a massive post on my phone and it came up saying errors and I lost it, lost the circulation in my hand from typing it all (yes from typing).

This is roughly what I wrote:

I went out to the monthly Durham Night Out on Friday, it was a strange night there was hardly anyone out and of those that did go out most were late. I drank a lot, me and Tony drank Vodka & Redbull for the last 2 hours. I can't remember the last hour. The next thing I can remember after 11 is throwing up at home at 3am. I haven't been sick for over 2 years. I then didn't get up until 1:30pm.

Katy rang me on the afternoon, so I could apologise. I had no idea what for. She told me I went nuts when she asked Tony for a cigarette, I grabbed her hands and held them above her head and wouldn't let go. She said it hurt, I apologised but I can't remember any of it.

SORRY KATY!!!

She said it was OK, but said Kenny (her husband may not be so forgiving), oops!
Normally its me keeping her out of trouble :-(

The last time I drank that much I ended up in a fight over 2 years ago, I used to regularly end up in bother with someone but the last time that happened the lad followed me home and hit me over the head in the dark (takes a hard man to sneak up on someone in the dark). I would of always in the past got my own back (mates used to say I was mental, would lose it very quickly). I decided at that point that I wouldn't do anything. Took some doing luckily I managed it and have managed to stay out of bother ever since. Wouldn't walk away from a fight but would try to keep out of the situation in the 1st place. Friday was the 1st time I had drunk to the point where I obviously wasn't in control for over 2 years. It will be the last time as well.

I couldn't sleep on Saturday night with not getting out of bed until the afternoon, I got to sleep about 4am. Then got out of bed at 12:30 on Sunday.

All I have done today and yesterday afternoon is watch american TV shows like Supernatural and Invasion. Watched 6 episodes of Invasion so far.

Still angry with myself for letting myself get so drunk on Friday night. I went out with the intension of drinking to sort of celebrate having had my offer accepted on the house and thought it may be the last time I will have any spare money for some time. Was thinking about giving up drinking all together but instead will put a 5 pint limit on any night.

Well I think that is roughly what I wrote on my phone before I lost it.