Boring work

Sat here thinking why am I here (I mean work), finding it harder and harder to get motivated. I always said I would hate to work on an assembly line because the work is too monotonous. I did work on one for a couple of months nearly four years ago now (I hated it and vowed never again). Yet the job I do now is as monotonous as that was most of the time.

I keep being told that this or that will be happening soon, well I'm still waiting. We are currently going through a pay review and I will be very pissed off if I don't receive a decent rise. Maybe thats what I need as a kick up the arse to leave. I get too used to somewhere and don't move on when I should, was intending to wait until pay review is over and see what happens with being given more Admin powers back. But I could be waiting months. The main reason I'm still here is because I have made a lot of friends but if they are 'good' friends I would still see them if I left.

This is sort of another moan but its the best way I have of sorrting out stuff in my head but writing it down. I keep moaning about work, so its time I did something about it. I kinda don't know what I really want to do anymore, which is another reason I've been dragging my heals, think I've been so worn down by boring shit that I'm turning away from IT and been looking at working out doors in the countryside. Did have another idea to do with my current job but not gonna say anything on here until Ik haver done some research.

Well that's enough moaning for now ;-)