away

i can hear the hail hitting against my bedroom window, but i'm snug in
my bed under a duvet and an opened out sleeping bag. this is the first
time in weeks i have blogged using my phone.

i was very pissed off earlier about my pay and i still am but i'm
trying to let my mind wander to other things but it does keep coming
back to it.

i think i need to plan some things for the next month, i have hardly
added anything to my calendar for february other than some wainwright
walks but haven't specified which ones yet. then hopefully i can look
forward to some things to try to take my mind away from the shite at
work until crunch time.

i used to wonder why people would go for walks especially when i was
struggling up some hill in the lakes but there is something special
when you get to the top and can see for miles. even when the fog is in
and you can see nothing it still feels special but can't describe you
need to experience it. even on monday when we were walking along the
moors towards the elephant trees and you couldn't see another person
except for me and my dad, it felt good to be away from everything :-)