The End

The Doors – The End

This is the end of this blog, well for the time being. I just haven't had the time to update it recently, after 1200 posts going back to February 9th 2005 I am stopping posting (at least for now). I am sure every now and again I will decide to post things on here and in some ways I have missed posting runs and walks which I know no one else was bothered about but this blog was always about me. I started it at a time when I kept everything inside and felt very low, this blog was a way of letting go and writing what I was feeling. Although when people who knew me started to read it, I could no longer truly write what I thought or felt.

I have come a long way personally in the last 2.5 years and changed beyond recognition at least to me. I went from being a very lazy, introverted at times, always out drinking with mates yet very lonely person. Now I feel more confident, fitter although not as fit as I was a few months ago. I have done so many things that 3 years ago I just wouldn't of experiences or even thought I ever would and there has been some incredibly hard times too. Below are a few posts I just looked back at, none of the posts below are newer than July 2006. Before anyone moans about the Friends bit, if your not on its because you probably never had a post just about you. Thinking about it this is exactly why I am stopping I have to think about what people reading this are gonna moan about.


Friends: Angelika, Wendy, Laura,
Scotland, more Scotland, more Scotland,
Parachute Jump: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
Bought a House: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,
Random Posts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11,
Music: 1, 2, 3,
Snowboarding
Running
Walking

I have made several attempts at getting organised (Organised, 2,) none have been successful. I am hopeful that the system I am trying now will help and it finally makes sense and appears to fit with me.

I intend if I get time to update/create some of my other websites. Flickr, stevenhorner.com, walking website maybe but for now I am taking a break.

Real life at the moment is far more important, I was told the other day that there had been a change in the way I am at work being more postive and it had been noticed. Others have just moaned that I'm not the same anymore, I don't care what others think, its how I feel and in general its good.

Thank you and goodbye!