Sluggish

It's been a few days since I wrote anything on here. For some reason I just haven't got around to it. I seem to have a complete lack of motivation at home, I feel totally drained and worn out. I came in tonight, got a quick bite to eat then fell asleep for 2 hours. I still feel shattered now even with the sleep and I've felt like that for over a week.

I have still made myself go out for a run a couple of times over the last few days, they are logged here and here. The run yesterday I enjoyed, now that have just about got over a cold. The beginning was hard because I had a stitch for 2 miles but that's what happens when you eat 2 chicken burgers and bacon, 45 minutes before running.

On Saturday night I went out with mates in Crook, I was supposed to be staying in and saving but after a look at what was on TV. I couldn't be bothered to do anything either, so decided to go out. It wasn't a bad night but have no idea how I got home. That really is the last time I'm going out until after Canada now. My mates are wanting me to go to Durham this Saturday but really need to save that money.

On Sunday night I went to watch the Masters Football at the arena in Newcastle. It was a good night, made even more sweet because Newcastle won on the night.

I'm really not sure what is up with me at the moment, maybe I just need some more fresh air, fruit and veg. I've been back eating shit for the last couple of weeks. Could be that which is making me feel so sluggish and tired.

I can't wait for my holiday next month, its exactly a month today when we fly (5th). A break away from everything is what I need, shame the Scotland trip didn't entirely give me that. I don't think the holiday is going to be very relaxing, there is so much we want to do. It will be a complete change, and supposedly a change is as good as a rest. My brain really has stopped working, each sentence I write, I have to go back over and correct all the mistakes. There's always mistakes, but not this many. Time for more sleep I think.